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| Well then this is interesting ain't it? I suck. Officially. I need to be shot. With some ultra-slow acting poison and thrown in public to die in the most painful and humilliating manner possible. You know why? Because I'm the worst person this world has ever seen. Capable of being ice when someone is in absolute pain and not caring, yeah thats what I did. I cared, but I made it seem perfectly cold and uncaring. I'm and asshole someone shoot me. Make this world a better place and put a bullet in my skull. Heart. Whatever it is you decide to shoot. Just shoot ans shoot and shoot, and don't stop untill I'm a corpse on the floor. Please? The begging wont help fine! You suck I hate you, Kill yourself! DId it work? Do you want to kill me now? Good! Do it! Unload on me, kill me. End my existance. -hangs self- Sometimes.... ya know? Just sometimes..... Oh well... | | |
| I swear people, if AP tests are as hard as the last one, I don't know why I didn't take all AP courses, it baffles me as to why I'm learning 90 percent of the information I need for the test in the first 4 chapters of the book. I mean really, how much of a waste is 12 chapters of learning if you don't even use the info on the damn test? Nadda, nothing, zippo. Pissed? A little bit, I resorted to writing on my hand for 30 mins while we ALL waited for the clock to hit 3:30 and the multiple choice? Well if that wasn't just stupid, not one of us finished with less than 20 mins left to do nothing but stare at ceiling tiles. Oh well that was such an easy test. I'm going up stairs now to cool off, I'm hot and sweaty and icky. | | |
| Okay, yesterday, nice day out, hope to be left alone all day. No, I get woken up, an hour and a half after I go to bed, at 7:30 a.m. Help the grandparents, and uncle comes over with a dog... Alright first of all, if you didn't already know, dogs hate me. Like REALLY hate me. Like give me a gun and I'll shoot this guy, but not slowly, like I'll start with his arms and then his legs and let him bleed out for a while hate me. I have to walk this monster up and down my street right? Well I do and it takes me fifteen minutes to move the damn thing from this one spot, get it finally back home, and what does it do? It climbs the stairs and goes to my room, the farthest from where it was and takes a crap on my floor... Which I have to clean up... Oh gods... then as it happens my love has to leave and go get her hair done, which she looks absolutely stunningly beautiful with. And then go baby sit her little brother and sister. Which is completely cool. I get this huge exhaustion over me and I go to bed at 6:00 p.m. Oh well... | | |
| Well folks, I had chinese today and its just now starting to bother me, stomach hurts, head ache and just ick. Well what else is new? I forget, I haven't posted in a while, sorry. I don't know whats new so I'll just exlpain today, was awake all night, which isn't unusual, it was just uncomfortable because I'm sick. Got to school, got hugged by love, felt like crap until just after 4th period. Was quiet for evil budget lady for one of the awesomest teachers ever. He went and got me chinese to return the favor. Well after that I went to the library and stayed with love till philosophy, which was easy and boring. I doodled all period. Well thats all I can think of now, my stomach hurts. Oh well... | | |
| Sorry for missing yesterdays entry, I wasn't home till late and I went to bed, not that that helped me much, I didn't sleep. Well Yesterday was fun, Love and I hung out with a few friends in the graveyard and talked about random things. Went to see spiderman 3 too, that sucked. First they sold out of tickets, then we went out and around the mall and it was scary, so many people who rape thesauruses. We we're stalked through the mall by people, and we got stalked through the mall by a friend. Saw a bunch of people we knew, and had an okay time. Well, not much more to add, so oh well... | | |
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